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Shot down once again... what else is fucking new?

Must see movies of the year:

Star Trek
GI Joe: Rise of Cobra
Transformers 2: Rise of The Fallen
The Watchmen
Mutant Chronicles
Crank 2
Terminator: Salvation (Because you know, after saving sarah conner, and them failing to kill john conner twice...still means Skynet succeeds in making the machines rise up.)
X-Men Origins: Wolverine
Friday The 13th (Next week, lets go... we'll call it a date XP )
H2: Halloween 2 (I fucking love Rob Zombies remake, and he made a sequel!!!)
Where The Wild Things Are

Shitty movies that I will need to see

Dragonball Evolution
Street Fighter: The Legend of Chun Li
Land of The Lost
Year One

An rpg with a bad ass main character who isn't whiney!

I wonder if love is similar to the feeling this song gives me.

I'm wide awake and the people who are here are all asleep. You know, I've decided I'm a fucking idiot. I will admit, I didn't want Liz here. I only invited her because I'm not an ass, but you know I don't give a fuck if she knows how I feel. The problem in my head was that I used to have a lot of feelings for her. Yes it was a long, long time ago... but seeing how alcohol is a depressant, I could see myself thinking about her like I used to and making myself miserable because that is how I work. Pretty fucking stupid right?

I had a great time though this past night. I drank Joel under the table and have been up longer than everyone. I sent a text message to someone that I would love a response to, but she is asleep and me & her were both inebriated when I sent it. So I don't know how she'll take it, and I'm not gonna lie...I am kinda regretting it. When you tell a friend you like her, it can ruin the entire friendship and Liz is the perfect example of that.

I don't think any of you realize that I do avoid talking to Liz when we are in a public gathering. I may talk to her online from time to time, but that is only because I want to talk to someone and she's the only one on.

You know telling me that you miss me, only pushes me farther away. I don't want to be the fool again.

This whole being single thing is a fucking joke too. I mean, I know I am a decent guy and everyone either overlooks me or is too fucking embarrassed to say they like me. Wtf... I'm the quiet shy guy who is gonna fall easily for whoever gives me attention. I fuckin hate hearing "You'll find someone". Yeah fucking right. I work in a fast food restaraunt, I'm extremely over weight and this whole society bases everything on fucking looks. So I fucking give up.

I just ate to my stomach's content, and boy am I stuffed.

This weekend will be epic. See most of you saturday night...adios.

Hi, Howdy, Moshi Moshi

For the past 2 weeks I've been workin at McDonalds in North Bham. The place is ok, they haven't even gotten my uniforms yet. They misspelled my name tag. And I've already received a written compliment for being a jack ass and staying extremely late to help out.

Other than that live has been ok. I got to go to Mike Brennan's BDay party which made me happy. It was great seeing everyone. Other than that my life has been boring. I'm broke off my ass. I really need to take out a loan or something and just go to an out of state college. Either that or join the army so I can go get fucked up in Iraq.

Joel going into the air force has gotten me thinking real hard. My problem is that I'm so indecisive when it comes to major things like this. It's like I just want to live my life and have a good time...But in today's world everything is about fucking greed. I just want to have fun and enjoy the rest of my years on this god forsaken planet.

Seriously, I'm not going to find anyone in Massachusetts relationship-wise. Joel and Butters will be/are in Texas. As selfish as this sounds, what about me? I gotta figure something out. Something fast and something I can manage on my own because my family can't and won't help me.

We can't even afford oil, how the fuck can they help me get into college?

I'm fucking sick of my life.

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Well, I got fired yesterday because I called out Sunday. That was the 3rd time I had ever called out in 1 fucking year. My dad did some investigating and apparently there is "evidence" that I called out 3 Sundays in the past 3 months. The only problem with that is: I NEVER CALLED OUT IN THE PAST 3 MONTHS. I was scheduled off on every Sunday. So not only did I get fucked over, my dad is on my fucking case...He's saying I've screwed over the family and shit.

I am in serious need of help finding a job. I've got an interview tomorrow at Sears, and I've been putting out applications online; even called the temp agency telling them I need a new assignment. There is only so much I can do, but my dad is going to be on my case every fucking day until I get a job. I need rides because my dad is working 7 days a week and can't miss an hour now.

If you read this and can get in contact with Dewitt, please tell him I need to talk to him.

*FYI = I may not do this often.*

Good Game will be an article with a new deck idea I've put together for magic the gathering. Here is how it will work. The deck has a name, the deck list, where it's legal, explain the combos or how to play it. and I want everyone who plays and reads this to rate the decks (1-10).

So to start, I've made a rather simple elf deck. It might be rather expensive if you plan on making this deck. But here we go.

Infinite Elves from Hell

4 llanowar elves
4 Devoted Druids
4 Quillspike
4 Elvish Harbingers
2 Birchlore Rangers
2 Midnight Banshee
2 Imperious Perfect


4 Flourishing Defenses
2 Akroma's Memomrial
3 Counterspell
3 Terror
3 Elvish Promenade
3 Beseech The Queen

4 Twilight Mire
6 Swamps
10 Forests


Deck = 60 cards
Legal in extended and beyond (not standard legal)

The central card of this deck is Flourishing Defenses. It costs 4G and whenever a -1/-1 counter is put on a creature put a 1/1 Elf Token into play. So in turn, I put in the great quillspike/ devoted druid combo. Quillspike is 1/1 for 2(G/B) and you can pay G/B to remove a -1/-1 counter off a creature and Quillspike gets +3/+3 until end of turn (This can be done any number of times). Devoted Druid is an 0/2 for 1G and you can tap him for G then you can put a -1/-1 counter on it to untap it. Use the G in your mana pool to continuously beef up Quillspike.

With this combo and flourishing defenses on the field, it's infinite elf tokens. (Thanks nikki for that great combo). A nice touch to flourishing defenses is Midnight Banshee. It's a 5/5 for 3BBB and has wither and at the beginning of your upkeep put a -1/-1 counter on all nonblack creatures. Your asking yourself why would i want to ruin all my perfect elves...Akroma's Memorial is the answer. A legendary artifact for 7 and says Creatures you control have flying, first strike, vigilance, trample, haste, protection from black, and protection from red. So while you wither away all their creatures, you gain more elves and your creatures won't get hurt. The Birchlores make it so you can play counter spells. The Imperious' will beef up your elves just in case banshee hits the field before the artifact.

The Harbingers and Beseech's will search your deck and make things faster.

The consant swarming, the terrors, the counter spells just make a deadly combo. Not to mention making all your creatures mana will get the expensive things out a lot sooner. You should always have extra blockers with this deck. You could side deck Heedless One, Lys Alana Huntmaster, Jagged Scar Arhcers, and Essense Wardens.


There you have it.

Hope you enjoy these.

So today...

Nikki, Steve, and I went to TJ's. I got 3 Beseech The Queen, 3 Rite of Consumption, a 4th Necroskitter, and a Twilight Mire. I am completely remodeling my GB deck.Tonight it was a huge success. I played Steve in a 1 v 1 match. He played his new monogreen Elf Deck. It beat me because of elves swarming the field.

Then the fun began.
Round 1:
Nikki: GW Elf/Life Gain
Steve: Mono G Elves
Me: GB Beatdown

We all started off kind of meh, but then I started picking up in speed. I had my 2 lieges, a doomgape, 2 devoted druids, and 2 smolder initiate. Nikki picked off steve and set us in a stalemate until I picked up a rite of consumption. I played it, and hit Nikki for 2 with smolders and then killed her with Rite's effect. Classy move, I must say.

The second game: Nikki changed to RB Beatdown, I quickly got the Quillspike/Druid combo out. It was short lived until I played Beseeched. Got my quillspike back and then shortly got my rite of consumption... I had mana reflection on the field. So I did the loop for 3 trillion times. I smacked nikki for 9 trillion and gained 9 trillion, but took 3 trillion in mana burn. My health was at 6,000,000,000,020...Steve wanted to continue playing. He got me down to 5,999,999,999,986... then quit.

3rd game: Nikki changed to GB Elves, I lost after steve killed nikki. Then killed me >.<

The gb deck is a force to be reckoned with. It's not done. THERE WILL BE BLOOD.

Vista isn't bad. It's just not XP.I personally have no qualms with it because to me it's just an OS. You complain about compatibility issues, thats the software's fault not Vista. The software was never originally intended to work for Vista. Thus the creator had to make patches because the customers complained about it not working. Think of Vista being a sibling to XP, they came from the same genetic code but are completely different. Also, it doesn't help that vista is new. Anything new in the software world creates compatibility issues, regardless. Thats why computer gaming is the most expensive way of play games. Sure the pc versions are cheaper, but if your comp is a year old...you may not even get to play the game you purchased.

Also *Microsuck* is the creator of the 360, the lead console (I don't count the wii, it's a party favor)

It's been about a week since I started my new position, i've received little to no training. I'm getting a raise. It takes effect monday. $10 an hour.... on top of the promotion, they can't hire me because the company is now under a hiring freeze. They laid off 6 people in my dad's building so, it's getting crazy around there.

Other than that, I need a girlfriend horrendously. It's starting to really wear on me lately. I don't know why. Maybe hormones, maybe I've just put it off for so long. I just need someone in my life like joel, but female lmfao.


SKY EATS AIRPLANE's new album is fucking amazing damn it. Go find it, listen, enjoy the pulse pounding hardcore (not hardcore techno, screaming guitars and drumming) mixed with melodic trance and amazingly clean hooks. BTW, they are from FT. Worth, TX.

So, tomorrow I become machine operator instead of working on the loading dock. This has many pluses and negatives. As far as I know I am working atleast till tuesday, that will make 8 days straight. Not to mention the past 2 nights I've gotten roughly 5 hours of straight sleep. I know, it's my fault.

[Pluses: I work in a really loud enviorment in which no one bothers me. If the machine runs good, I do nothing all day and make money. The room I work in is air conditioned. I get training on the machines which mean experience, and if I stay there... I will request a raise because my job title will have changed. I get to bitch at the people on the loading dock. Once I learn the machines, I will know how to run everything in the plant.

Negative: I don't know a damn thing about starting up a machine, let alone making the proper adjustments. They are dangerous as hell, We're talking severed limbs people. Just because you stop the trimmer doesn't mean the bottles magically stop coming out. (I have to pick up and send all the dropped bottles to a grinder via air-veyor. And most machines make 6 bottles every 6-7 seconds. ]

That dreaded card game Magic The Gathering is back in my life. I THOUGHT I LEFT YOU BEHIND IN TEXAS. LMFAO

Good to see joel taking part. It gives me more of a reason to play again and more often.

Scariest thought of the day...On Facebook, Brittany Bigelow thought that Missy and I would make a good match. WTF!?

WHO WILL KEEP ME FROM LASHING OUT
Anxiety chokes me like razor wire

You know how sometimes people on your friend's list post about stuff going on in their life, and all of a sudden you think "Wait a minute? Since when are they working THERE? Since when are they dating HIM/HER? since when???" And then you wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information, but somehow you feel too ashamed to ask for clarification because it seems like info you *should* already know? It happens to all of us sometimes.

Please copy my response below, erase my answers putting yours in their place then post it in your journal! Please elaborate on the questions that would benefit from elaboration! One-word answers seldom help anyone out. :)

1. First Name: Sean, God, Fluffy, and livy's parents want to call me Red XD

2. Age: 22

3. Location: Berringham[/japanese accent]

4. Occupation: Loader on a loading dock @CCC in Franklin. The job is ok, the people blow, management is a bunch of fucking assholes who treat people like robots instead of humans.

5. Partner: None. Currently on the market :P

6. Kids: Not now, maybe later

7. Brothers/Sisters: I have one younger brother who is a guitar prodigy

8. Pets: None, maybe a puppy for pat's bday. My dad hasn't decided.

9. List the 3-5 biggest things going on in your life:
Right now...

1. Enjoying the summer with friends
2. Metal Gear Solid 4
3. Work
4. Job Hunt

10. Where and for what did you go to school for?: Bellingham HS, General Education

11. Parents: Frank "the tank" Whalen, awesome dad...but can be a real pain in my ass (but that goes with being a dad)

Katie Whalen, one word...bitch.

12. Who are some of your closest friends?:
Joel, Nick, Dewitt, Markham, Erik.

Hi all,

Update... thursday = NH trip. Saturday = Horse Neck Beach (from NH), Saturday night = back to NH. Sunday = come home


WTF!? GONNA BE A FUCKIN BLAST.

On top of that, METAL GEAR SOLID 4!!!!

Signed up for Planet Fitness, now we go 5 times a week... today killed me, but i love how intoxicating it is. I did 2 miles on the cross trainer in 23:54 and no folks thats not hours. I found out the key to a good cardio work out is Slipknot. Yes, it's the fast paced in your face mother fucker attitude that really helps. Either that or Horse the band. XD

Other than that not much going on. Joel's bday party was epic... sucks to be you amber...you missed out on Kristi fontaine stealin my buckets. (Quite literally, i need to get it back. XD)
Joel had a very very fun time at brickhouse too.. I mean he got to share a urinal with a stranger. I mean who else experiences that kind of stuff on there bday (belated) lol

On another note, keep your eyes peeled for any help wanted posters. FUCK CCC.

No more parties for awhile. The fun is over, for now.

Coldplay - "Violet Hill"

Was a long and dark December
From the rooftops i remember
There was snow
White snow

Clearly i remember
From the windows they were watching
While we froze down below

When the future's architectured
By a carnival of idiots on show
You'd better lie low

If you love me
Won't you let me know?

Was a long and dark December
When the banks became cathedrals
And the fox
Became God

Priests clutched onto bibles
Hollowed out to fit their rifles
And the cross was held aloft

Bury me in armour
When i'm dead and hit the ground
A love back home unfolds

If you love me
Won't you let me know?

(Guitar Solo)

I don't want to be a soldier
That a captain of some sinking ship
Would stow, far below

So if you love me
Why'd you let me go?

I took my love down to violet hill
There we sat in snow
All that time she was silent still

So if you love me
Won't you let me know?

If you love me,
Won't you let me know?

Fuck you mom. Thanks for being the only person in my life that drags me down. Thanks for blaming all your problems on me, and my dad. Thanks. I mean, I hope your fucking happy on this mother's day.